Dear Bloggers,
How the day comes about and becomes Friday so quickly. I don't even remember what has happened this week, it all blurs into one. How odd, that is how my life is ... hee hee hee. What comes next. Wish I had money to just go out for awhile and "let my hair down", oh well, maybe next time.I did get a msg back from him last night and it said, "What do you want from me?" and my reply was "Why must it always be about that. I can't take and you can't give." and that is where I left it. I still don't have anything back from him. Maybe in a weeks time or so. Like I said ... oh well, next time.
My kids are a little more relaxed tonight and I feel dead tiered. I cleaned their rooms and boy oh boy what a mess teenagers leave. I do remember what it is like being a teenager. What a struggle it was for me. But on the other hand it taught me so much, sometimes and that sometimes is far stretched, I would like to go back there.
My only wish right now is for me to find Alan Smith. He is my son's godfather and I would truly like to get re-acquainted with him. I would really like him to get to know my son, his god child. That is my only regret right now, that I never stayed in touched with him, for my sake or my child's. If anyone can help me find him, I would be eternal grateful.
Thanks for your ears,
Kaz
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