ANOTHER DAY IN ...

Dear Bloggers,

It's been awhile since I have written. Just to sum up a few things -

I wish there was an instruction book for "How to control teenage boys". Being a single mother to a teenage boy isn't easy. I hope this phase passes soon. Same goes about my teenage daughter. Headaches are worse.

ANY DAY??

Dear Bloggers,

I know I haven't kept to my side of the bargain, but life has been a little busy now with me working and all.

I got a weired email today and they asked me about Tyrone Neilon. I don't know who they are, they wouldn't say but I did give some history about him and myself. I will never deny that I still love him and I have told him that as well. He in turn has told me he would never stop loving me as well no matter what comes between use. Just to let the mysterious person know that I am not ashamed to tell you I still love him. I always will, but I don't have space in my life for him. When you do have the courage, please do let me know who you are. I trusted you with some history, trust me now with your name.

thanks for your ears,

Kaz Neilon

NEW BEGINNINGS

It's new beginnings for me and I'm loving it. I have now a job and loving it. The people here are just so great and so is my boss. He has such a down to earth personality it's really nice to find a place to work where you want to come to work and not stay home, or you are stressed and hate your job. I can say that I love doing what I do and I couldn't have asked for something better. Happy days are here again.
The kids are doing well but exams are now on top of them and with the strike they really are having a hard time getting things together. The schools are making them work over time and on a Saturday which isn't fair at all. But I guess it's better than sitting at home and doing nothing...
Now I just need a love life. I will be going to a fortune telling on the 6th September at 6 at night. I am hoping she is good at what she does and hopefully she can give me good news about my love...
I have tried so many in the past and none have the ability to read for me. All I can do is now try until I find one that can help me ... and help me sooon.
I must also say that my new friends are awesome at work and I enjoy going out drinking with them, they invited me last night and I had such fun. I know it will be done soon again.
This saturday I am having a little get together with all my friends and I know it's gonna be a lot of fun. I will be seeing some old friends I haven't seen in years and that is what I can't wait for....

Good luck to all

Chat soon

Kaz Neilon

All Better

Dear Bloggers,

I was so sick the past few days, winter is no fun at all. So nothing to report so far. Just that the bed is now sick of me. HeeHee

Here is the card I promised you,

Deck: Magical Unicorns

Card: Worth waiting for

MEANING

You know what you want and you've been waiting for it. This card means that your patients is about to pay off! You'll soon have what your heart desires. It will most likely be beter than you expect.

What you want is worth waiting for. Instead of settling for something that's "good enough," you'll now have the best. You deserve the best!

Well, I'm gonna wollow on that and see what that brings me.

Thanks for your ears

Kaz

FORGIVENESS

Deck: Magical Mermaids and Dolphins

Card: Self-Forgiveness

MEANING

"Let go of old guilt, and remember that you're God's perfect child!"

You've been very hard on yourself lately, using harsh words toward yourself verbally or mentally. While it's healthy to hold yourself up to high standards, this card says that you've bordered on self-abuse! Everyone makes mistakes, and it's normal to feel regret occasionally. What's important, though, is how you handle these mistakes.

As you focus on your positive attributes, your self-esteem will increase and your stress level will be diminished. Remember that guilt is the opposite of love. Your guilt doesn't help anyone or anything, but your Divine love helps everyone, everywhere!

Affirm: "I ask that all effects of my mistakes be undone in all directions of time, and I now release all guilt completely. I love my true self, from top to bottom."

Thanks for your ears

Kaz

Angels

Dear Bloggers,

As promised once again I got a card for you.

Deck: Ask an angel

Card: Creativity - Nathaniel

MEANING

Free will is a will that is free; free from the ego/personality programming, free from cultural pressure and free from fear.

When we take responsibility for our lives completely, both the pleasant and unpleasant, we take full ownership of our lives. This is true freedom.

Every possibility is open to you now. Release your fears and personal limitations and embrace your life. You are one with the creative essence of life, with both the creator and the creation. Choose what you want for your world right now.

Enjoy understanding that.

Thanks for your ears,

Kaz

Love your Parents

Deck: Magical Unicorns - oracle cards

Card: Love from Your Parents

MEANING

This card is telling you that your mother and father both love you, even though you may not always be able to feel their love. Everyone shows love in different ways - for example, some people show that they care through actions, such as giving you things or trying to help you. Other people express it through words that they say or write. If your mother and father show their love in ways you don't understand, you can talk to them about your feelings

The bond between parents and children can never be broken, no matter what. Even during times of anger, parents and children still love each other deep down. If you focus on this love, it grows even stronger and deeper. his love also helps everyone feels better and get along better.

If you mother and father are angry with each other, you can still love them both equally. You don't need to take sides. Everyone has something good inside them after all. God put love within every person. Your love toward both your mother and father is always deep and strong, even if you don't see one of your parents very much. Focus on what's good about your mother and father to help them - and you - be as loving as you an be.

I don't have much time today, so I will leave that though with you. Enjoy

Thanks for the ears,

Kaz