NEW LIFE

It's been so long since I have seen this page, but they say everything comes in time and now is my time. So much has happened since the last post. Sadness, happines and lots of love. I have lost, I have learned and most of all, I have loved.

I am now married to a special guy. He means the world to me and loves me for who I am and not what I look like or what I got. He is the most wonderful man in the world, I'm sure there are a lot of people that say they have the best, but he is the best in my life, just like your best is in your life. I could never imagine my life without him. Even my children love him to bits and he them. How often do you find that situation come about.

My life is starting new challenges. We have decided to immigrate to Canada and live our new lives there, with my children. I have also inherited a new child, no not his, but my daughters boyfriend, lol. Who would have thought that my life would be so different in a matter of a year. We are all so excited to start over, there is no words to describe the feelings of happiness, true happiness.

I have also lost so much in this last year, but all was neccessary. They say you got to loose to live a new beginning and that is so true, it's happened to me.

I hope that all people in this world find the happiness I have found. Just remember nothing is perfect but it is perfect in your own way. Learn to live and love and especially learn to forgive and forget. Move on, don't linger, don't hold grudges, your life is worth more than others opinions and disappointments. Make you life priority, its worth it.

Sending you all blessings of happiness, love and peace.

Kaz Cook

MEDITATION

Dear Bloggers,

My meditation last night was good, I still feel nausea and light headed when I'm totally under. My teacher has told me that it is a high spirit guide. I've been trying to get her in my space for over a month now and the "sickness" is a little too much for now. I am trying to control it but it is more than enough now. She must come through now. I need her guidance!! But I need to be patient and do meditation every day/night.

My teacher was telling us last night about "materialisation" and told us to google it. How facinating. I am hoping to advance like that. I would love to do a materialisation by myself.

Blessings to all

NEW BUSINESS

Dear Bloggers,

I have decided to start reading again for others. I have almost finished painting my "consulting" room and it is starting to look beautiful. My little goblin is just too cute and of course my little fairies are going to be harder to finish. I am so looking forward in finishing my room. It really is so exciting for me. I never imagined in my life that I would do this for money but money is energy and energy must flow.

I will try and get a photo of my room up soon. I can't wait to show every one.

Blessings to all

A NEW DAWN

Dear Bloggers,

When we say to others, "life is fair", try and remember that everyone has their own problems and to each one of us our problem is the biggest. Just because you struggling with something doesn't mean that others are having life easier.

The reason for this paragraph is that we all need to learn and experience "life changes" to our own degree and recognize the fact that we all have troubles and of course mine isn't smaller or bigger than yours. I trust in my spirit guide to direct me in the right direction. That little funny feeling you get in the pit of your stomach is the answer that you're looking for. Don't try and ignore and go by logic, take both into consideration and see which is the best to use. Days does go faster when you having fun, but have fun everyday. Smile more often and your worries and stress will not be such a burden on your shoulders.

Live your life the way you want to, not the way you have to!!!

BLESSINGS TO ALL

A Face

Dear Bloggers,

It really as been a roller coaster ride this past year. I am at this lovely company for a year(14 June) now and I still love my job. The kids are growing, nothing is standing still. No matter how much I would like it to run faster or even stand still, it will never happen. I still speak to Tyrone from time to time, he still loves me. I can't bear to see him so unhappy. But life treats us all differently, we need to take the good with the bad. That is what I have learned the passed few years. My life isn't complicated any more, its just slow lol.

I'm hoping to get a new car soon, that is my biggest goal for now. That's what I'm working towards right now.

Any how, I'm gonna try log on tomorrow and speak about the medium I went to about a week ago, she is very good.

Blessed be

ANOTHER DAY IN ...

Dear Bloggers,

It's been awhile since I have written. Just to sum up a few things -

I wish there was an instruction book for "How to control teenage boys". Being a single mother to a teenage boy isn't easy. I hope this phase passes soon. Same goes about my teenage daughter. Headaches are worse.

ANY DAY??

Dear Bloggers,

I know I haven't kept to my side of the bargain, but life has been a little busy now with me working and all.

I got a weired email today and they asked me about Tyrone Neilon. I don't know who they are, they wouldn't say but I did give some history about him and myself. I will never deny that I still love him and I have told him that as well. He in turn has told me he would never stop loving me as well no matter what comes between use. Just to let the mysterious person know that I am not ashamed to tell you I still love him. I always will, but I don't have space in my life for him. When you do have the courage, please do let me know who you are. I trusted you with some history, trust me now with your name.

thanks for your ears,

Kaz Neilon